Side effects
My mom and aunt just had a long critique of me & how fat I’ve gotten in the past month from my medicine. This helps me none. Now I feel like purging and dieting and skipping every meal for the whole year. :/ I want to cry. I would rather be manic and close to suicide than be as fat as I am.
Too often psych meds make me feel worse about myself because I’m still unhappy… and I’m gaining weight. That’s no fun. I keep hoping that if they ever find one that works it won’t be one that makes me feel fat and gross. I’ve never been one to care much about how other people see me - I just want to be happy with myself. If I could get my weight back down to 150 or 175 I’d be really happy. And I want to be healthier. Here’s to hoping.
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one13kind reblogged this from whatstodaysmood and added:
Exactly. I never was self conscious...loved my weight at 145/150….but now nearly 40 pounds...
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Too often psych meds make me feel worse about myself because I’m still unhappy…...I’m...
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